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[16 Mar 2006|10:39pm] |
Has anyone ever been so touched by something that has happend in there life that it just changes there complete point of view on things? I feel as though I havent given enough to the ones around me. I feel empty and somewhat sad. I cant completely describe how I feel, but it isnt one of the best feeling ill tell you that much. I want to make things work. I want to make people happy. I want to live life.
I had steak for dinner what did you have?
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[23 Feb 2006|07:55pm] |
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I had a pretty relaxed thursday, i went to the beach and snuck into a hotel and drank some vodka and found myself shitfaced by 10am. How was your day?
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[18 Jan 2006|07:00am] |
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I was at Henrys house last night and his grandma made us dinner, while I was eating the dinner she made us Henrys dog came over and i tried to pet it and it attacked the shit out of me. I need like 1 or 2 stiches on my leg and my hand has a hole in it now, I was so high I didnt even know what happends till his grandma screamed.
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[19 Dec 2005|01:18pm] |
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got drunk as shit last night at the hardrock, fun times truly fun times.
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[18 Dec 2005|02:44pm] |
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Happy holidays bitches! If you could have any present what would it be?
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[17 Dec 2005|02:20pm] |
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I find myself locking myself in my room drinkin jamba juice and smoking weed on a daily basis now, and I like it.
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[16 Dec 2005|07:14pm] |
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Damn I havent written in my livejournal in centuries. I deleted my myspace, well actualy i gave someone I could trust my password and told them to change my password and keep it from me. I have been wanting that password so damn bad for the past few weeks, but life is so much better without myspace I swear. I am currently single, its fucking awsome. I am so fucking bored I have beer if anyone wants to party call my room,.
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[23 Nov 2005|05:19am] |
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Damn! I haven't writen in this thing in forever. I never realy take a look at it or anything I see a lot of people are still updating this shit frequently. I am so out of it, I am currently failing like 3maybe4 of my classes. When I say failing I mean F, not no like 50% or higher I mean like 14% and shit like that. It fucking suck. I don't do anything in school, I am to lazy for my own good. Instead of going straigh home and doing homework I decide to smoke, skip nightschool, go out and drink, mostly do stupid shit. It's getting old and im sick of all that shit. I am up this early and it must be for something good. Here I sit dooing some homework that I have NEVER in my life touched because I have nothing better to do with my time. Plus I feel bad I never turn anything in. School is a pain in the ass, Trust me I would prefer to live in Venezuela. I leave at 5pm to go to Venezuela today because I have a race to attend on the 27th which is Saturday, wish me luck.
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| funny or what? |
[10 Oct 2005|07:57pm] |
XoSweathartxo (7:46:30 PM): ohh and thanks for calling me a skank on stevens myspace u no what ur the manwhore ed u cheated on ur GF gabby yes with me but w.e
Thinkhard27 (7:46:42 PM): no i didnt
XoSweathartxo (7:46:48 PM): im looking at it now
Thinkhard27 (7:47:00 PM): i didnt cheat on you with gabi
XoSweathartxo (7:47:12 PM): u cheated on gabi with me
Thinkhard27 (7:47:18 PM): no i didnt
Thinkhard27 (7:47:30 PM): i never had a gf named gabi. what are you talking about?
XoSweathartxo (7:47:31 PM): yahh i was with u that day at ur house hooking up with u in ur bed
XoSweathartxo (7:47:37 PM): haha ur soo gay
XoSweathartxo (7:47:40 PM): GABI RUDEN
XoSweathartxo (7:47:46 PM): RUDIN **
XoSweathartxo (7:47:56 PM): u no im not gunna argue with u .. ur to good at it .. w/e
XoSweathartxo (7:48:20 PM): im a skank whore ??
Thinkhard27 (7:48:28 PM): who is this?
XoSweathartxo (7:48:33 PM): fuck u ed... everything that comes out of ur mouth is lies
XoSweathartxo (7:48:40 PM): who the fuck do u think this is
Thinkhard27 (7:48:48 PM): who are you?
Thinkhard27 (7:48:54 PM): why do you keep talking?
XoSweathartxo (7:49:05 PM): whatever u cnat face the truth
XoSweathartxo (7:49:52 PM): dont be jealous u cant get any one like me ed !
XoSweathartxo (7:49:57 PM): you'll see
XoSweathartxo (7:50:16 PM): u no u wnated it last year and this summer u just couldnt admit it because people didnt lyk the fact we hooked up well w/e
Thinkhard27 (7:52:44 PM): i never realy wanted you
Thinkhard27 (7:52:49 PM): you just dont understand that
XoSweathartxo (7:53:56 PM): I NO U DIDNT THATS HWAT I SAID
XoSweathartxo (7:54:00 PM): i was a botty call
XoSweathartxo (7:54:09 PM): and i lyked u soo much i didnt notice but now ive opend my eyes
XoSweathartxo (7:54:14 PM): and i realised it
XoSweathartxo (7:54:54 PM): i was soo blind ..
Thinkhard27 (7:55:02 PM): i aint no skank whore
XoSweathartxo (7:55:22 PM): noo thats hwta u called me on stevens myspac ebut its cool i really honestly dont care what peopel say about me
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| fuckin poop...what? |
[01 Oct 2005|12:02am] |
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Waking up is hard to do now a days. Don't you think? I like to be able to do whatever I want without being told what to do or say. Today I hung out with Daniel, Umbert, Eric, Josh, Quinn, Chelsea, and Andrew. We drove around throwing eggs at people we didn't know. It was quit the adventure. If only people would actualy stand up for themselves it would have beens a lot funner. I am tired of all this work. School, life, living, ect. Arent you? I wish their was a year off. Dont you? Wouldnt that be awsome. If every 10 years the whole world got 1 year off. No work, school, no nothing. I think if it where possible the world would be a better place. But somewhere their is always going to be that stupid son of a bitch who ruins everything. I realy do not understand why people ruin things when given freedome. Doesn't that suck? When for example, A classroom of about 20 students is given a freeday. Their is always 3 or 4 dumb motherfuckers who either talk to loud or just start shit with someone for no reason when the real " Badass " is in the back enjoying his or her own freedome from a real days work. I hate people who have to make fun days shit. Today I went out of my way to ruin peoples Friday night by driving around throwing eggs at people I dont know and don't realy care about. I wish people could live their own lifes, not depend on other people and not ruin other peoples freedome. Do you agree or what? To be honest I am a little drunk right now, Why? You might ask, depression. It's a fucking killer now a days. It sucks how you could go weeks with joy and just have your fucking life ruined. The sad part is I dont even know why I am in such a bad mood. I am still kinda sad that I lost My ex-girlfriend Natalie. I don't even know why I still miss her. I just do. That was true love right their. Maybe I am depressed because I always let myself down. I was told if I kept my grades above a D I could keep my sisters car, But I have been way to lazy to even do any homework. I do not know how I don't find time in my day to do my fucking homework or anything. Now a days the only thing that makes me feel better is either drinking, sleeping, music from my childhood, or just fucking up peoples lives. At the end of the day I am still depressed. I want my OWN everything. I think if I have my OWN everything I would be a better person then I am now. I don't take care of anything I own right now because it isn't officialy mine. It pisses me off. I was offered a 200,000$ car if I got straight A's. I don't have straight A's because I am fucking sick of school and anything to do with working. Im sick of putting effort into shit I know in the londrun won't help. I don't see why we go to school. It honestly won't get you where you want to go. It's a big waist of time. Well atleast in my eyes. Well I am off to go find something else to drink. Something stronger. Hopefully it helps me out a little. Ive been sober for a week. Is anyone proud of me?
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[18 Sep 2005|01:12pm] |
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Hey, long time i havent updated...umm nothing new here. I am so bored, HoW is every?
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[22 Aug 2005|08:12pm] |
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Nobody fucks monkeys and people you idiot. You either fuck monkeys or people thats it. Their is no inbetween. Your not gunna fuck a monkey on Tuesday and then be like oh! let me call sherly. If you fuck a monkey that better be a firm decision. (Dave chapelle)
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[04 Aug 2005|10:40am] |
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I got arrested last night. funny shit
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[27 Jul 2005|01:26am] |
Natalie is not a childish whore.
I am sorry.
Thinkhard27 (1:21:34 AM): when we gunna watch the movie?
Natalie Cheese (1:21:41 AM): we arent
Thinkhard27 (1:21:51 AM): why not?
Natalie Cheese (1:21:58 AM): you can't just be a jerk and expect me to welcome you as my friend
Thinkhard27 (1:22:10 AM): uh huh
Thinkhard27 (1:22:21 AM): so u dont wanna watch it
Natalie Cheese (1:22:23 AM): I am done being attacked by you, and then you just prancing into my life again
Natalie Cheese (1:22:27 AM): its not fair
Natalie Cheese (1:22:27 AM): no
Thinkhard27 (1:22:32 AM): ok
Natalie Cheese (1:23:27 AM): This is the end forever... never talk to me again, don't be a part of my life anymore
Natalie Cheese (1:23:27 AM): bye
Thinkhard27 (1:23:34 AM): bye bye
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[21 Jul 2005|07:40am] |
I will be home soon. Fuck yea! I have 1 more race and its this Sunday.
I loved Gabi
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[18 Jul 2005|02:52am] |
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Venezuela is to fun for me. I need florida, damn do i miss gabi!
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| pain the the ass. |
[13 Jul 2005|05:42pm] |
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i didnt think work, racing, and sleeping would become a pain in the ass. now that i race like professionaly i have to go to practice like every fucking day and it is a pain in my ass. well i hope i lost big time so i can go home. but im not just going to give up im ill try my hardest and hopefully all the other racers are a lot better then i am in my next race. later bitches!
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| Amazing |
[08 Jul 2005|01:38am] |
Hey everyone I am here in venezuela and I just found out I have a professional race on Sunday. Tomorrow (saturday)I have the qualifying time shit and then sunday I have the race. here is the link to the race. http://www.easykart.com.ve/
wish me luck
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[16 Jun 2005|07:28pm] |
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summer school is almost over. It is raining. God do i love the rain! dont you? who wants to play in it with me sometime?
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[04 Jun 2005|02:25am] |
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Sorry i havent updated in forever I am hooked on myspace. If you have on comment. I am so motherfucking bored right now dude, I am leaving to Ocala later today so yea. I want whoever is reading this to leave me a nice comment come on. Do it for the kids.
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